||[Dec. 1st, 2004|10:17 am]
|||||gibberish by relient k||]|
Wow, I really haven't updated in a while. I guess I have just been really busy lately. Okay so much has happened that I might not even feel like writing it all so I will type until I feel too tired to type anymore. Okay, so my thoughts are prolly going to be jumping all over and scattered just so y'all know:) I like the new relient K cd, Mmhmm. Its good. I also like the band Adelaide. They are a Christian Rock group and they are pretty good. Check out Adelaiderock.com if ur interested. Ummmm..... I thought that I was over Greg because I haven' t talked to him in 2 almost 3 weeks, but I was just fooling myself. I am definitely not over him but I have to play it off around my family and church friends and around him so that noone knows I still like him. The only one that knows is my best buddy Kirsten:) She knew all along that I still liked him (even tho I didnt talk about him). Noone is fooling her! lol! Lets see, there are 4 hot guys at my work now and yes I flirt with every one of them (its part of my plan to try to stop liking Greg but its not working too well. But at least Im having fun!). Yeah, their names are Justin, Tim, Matt, and Mike. How Original. Anyways, Thanksgiving was nice. Lots of food. Yum! My sister and brother in law came over. It was fun! Only 2 weeks of school left. Yipee! I cant wait! I feel so pressured by all of this work lately. I dont even feel like explaining Ill just leave it like that. Also, working the day after Thanksgiving was not as bad as I thought it would be. There were literally 150 ppl standing outside Wal-Mart when I went in to work. That is so crazy. What else was I going to say? Ummmm... I can't really remember. Oh I know, Kirsten: I have to ask u a quick question in case if I forget to ask u later. Here I go.. I have been talking to Josh(Gregs bro) a lot lately and he always talks bad about him. So, in order to make him think that I don't like Greg anymore, I talk bad about Greg ALL the time. Do you think that is a bad thing? I mean, I just feel awful for it. Well, u r going to get out of your class soon so i am going to end this and then maybe we can go do something fun that will make both of us feel better. Oh i almost forgot to write that my pants are soaked from all the rain this morning and i feel and look icky today:( Gotta focus on the positive if I can. update later.....MUCH. bye.