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dont worry.. im still alive:) [Jan. 26th, 2005|09:56 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

Hey everyone. Well i havent gone on livejournal in a really long time because i only went on at school and i was on a break so im not gonna update now but i will a little later.ttyl soon:) byes. gotta go eat:):)
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bdggdvjkbkjvbbvsbv------gibberish [Dec. 1st, 2004|10:17 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |stressedstressed]
[Current Music |gibberish by relient k]

Wow, I really haven't updated in a while. I guess I have just been really busy lately. Okay so much has happened that I might not even feel like writing it all so I will type until I feel too tired to type anymore. Okay, so my thoughts are prolly going to be jumping all over and scattered just so y'all know:) I like the new relient K cd, Mmhmm. Its good. I also like the band Adelaide. They are a Christian Rock group and they are pretty good. Check out Adelaiderock.com if ur interested. Ummmm..... I thought that I was over Greg because I haven' t talked to him in 2 almost 3 weeks, but I was just fooling myself. I am definitely not over him but I have to play it off around my family and church friends and around him so that noone knows I still like him. The only one that knows is my best buddy Kirsten:) She knew all along that I still liked him (even tho I didnt talk about him). Noone is fooling her! lol! Lets see, there are 4 hot guys at my work now and yes I flirt with every one of them (its part of my plan to try to stop liking Greg but its not working too well. But at least Im having fun!). Yeah, their names are Justin, Tim, Matt, and Mike. How Original. Anyways, Thanksgiving was nice. Lots of food. Yum! My sister and brother in law came over. It was fun! Only 2 weeks of school left. Yipee! I cant wait! I feel so pressured by all of this work lately. I dont even feel like explaining Ill just leave it like that. Also, working the day after Thanksgiving was not as bad as I thought it would be. There were literally 150 ppl standing outside Wal-Mart when I went in to work. That is so crazy. What else was I going to say? Ummmm... I can't really remember. Oh I know, Kirsten: I have to ask u a quick question in case if I forget to ask u later. Here I go.. I have been talking to Josh(Gregs bro) a lot lately and he always talks bad about him. So, in order to make him think that I don't like Greg anymore, I talk bad about Greg ALL the time. Do you think that is a bad thing? I mean, I just feel awful for it. Well, u r going to get out of your class soon so i am going to end this and then maybe we can go do something fun that will make both of us feel better. Oh i almost forgot to write that my pants are soaked from all the rain this morning and i feel and look icky today:( Gotta focus on the positive if I can. update later.....MUCH. bye.
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2004|10:43 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |peacefulpeaceful]
[Current Music |none]

Hey everyone. There is not much to update on. On sunday i said i was going to go see the spongebob movie but instead i am going to see national treasure so now i am even more excited. Greg got into his third car accident the other day and didnt tell me about it and thinks that i dont know. I cant believe he wouldnt tell me but oh well. he put 2000 dollars damage on his new car and his parents have to pay cash bc if they used their insurance for it again, they would lose their insurance all together. so that sux but hey, its not my prob. ummm... yeah, my dad said he would prolly have my saturn fixed around xmas some time so im really excited about that and i just hope that times flies by. I am not looking forward to driving in the snow. Well i gtg ttyl.later byes:)
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2004|03:09 pm]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |goodgood]
[Current Music |Typical Tropical from ddr:)]

Okay so right now I am in the student union updating really quick. I can't wait until this semester is over. U have no idea! I really just want the new one to start. I mean, I am sick of studying for tests and not getting the good grades I want. I just want it all to end and start over fresh and new. Only one month left:) Well, I just got back my bio test and I got a 78%! Thats not what i wanted at all. I mean, at least I passed but I know that I can do so much better. I dunno... And then this whole thing with Greg. I just don't know what to do anymore. I said that I am over him but I just don't know anymore. I think I just like the feeling of not liking him. I like the fact that when I act like I don't like him, then he can't get the best of my feelings. I went to the movies with him last weekend and we were able to go just as friends. Why is it that now that I don't like him, we start hanging out? It friggin pisses me off. Yeah, so I am going to youth group tonight and I am going to see him there and I am not even going to get my hopes up bc then if he acts like a friggin dork like last time I will be upset. Ok, lets change the subject shall we? Ummm... On sunday, Stephen, Andrew and I are going to the Galleria mall after church to go see the spongebob movie, play ddr, and do some shopping. Then I am going to youth group at night and Danielle is bringing this boy that she really likes. I cant wait to meet him. I hope Kyle (her ex) doesn't get upset by it:) Well i have to go check my email now so I will ttyl later. Byes!:)
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2004|09:54 am]
dumbblonde04
oh yeah. i almost forgot. i told greg yesterday that i dont like him anymore and he said that he kinda figured. so its all good we are still really good friends and he said that "our thing" is going to be going to see all the cartoon movies together!
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My weekend [Nov. 15th, 2004|09:38 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |refreshedrefreshed]

Hey guys.
So im at home right now becasue i skipped my class. i really just didnt want to go. i am suposed to be doing my hw but it can wait 10 mins until i update right? right. So i am really happy that Kirsten got all my classes for me because now i have classes on mon, wed, and fri from 8-1. I am going to make my work schedule so that i work: Mon:2-8, tues:7-4, Thurs:7-4, and sat:anytime until 8. This should give me a good amount of free time and time to do hw and i will still be putting in a good 29 hours at work. I am so happy. See, Kir thats why i wanted all my classes in the morning. So, this weekend was pretty good. On fri night i went with danielle and greg to see the incredibles. It was cute. it was funny because greg got really aggravated bc he wanted to sit next to me and couldn't! cry me a river! lol! after the movie, greg asked me if i was going on sun night and i was like i dunno why should i? he was like cuz im gunna b there. I told him that i wouldnt go just bc he was gonna b there! in his face! he was really shocked that i said That:) Then we left the movies and danielle's dad was waiting for her so she left. me and greg talked for a few mins and then he walked me to my car. then sat i worked...end of story...oh, but i got all these deals on clothes. i got these 3 really cute shirts for $3 each and a pair of jeans for $7! Yaay! On sunday i went to church in the morning and I looked so cute! i wore one of the new shirts i got( its blak and it has a collar and cuffs that are black and pink stripes....its just like my turquoise shirt kirsten)and my hair was in spiral curls and i wore my black dress pants and black high heels. i looked good. all the boys were giving me compliments! score! Then on sunday night i ended up going to youth group and god just really broke me down. I have not been having a good relationship with him lately and he just completely restored me. I did a lot of crying. I hate crying when other people are around, but i wasnt gonna let that stop what god was about to do in my life. so yeah i feel refreshed now. On wed, im going to skip my night class and go to youth group:) well i really should start my hw now so im gonna get going. ttyl.143!
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2004|03:22 pm]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |none right now:)]

Hey everyone!
Well I havent updated in a while so here I go. The last journal entry I made was before I voted. Well I am very happy because George Bush won! Yeah. Sorry Kirsten, I know that prolly made you mad:) So, whats new with me? Lets see... my big news is that I am finally over Greg. I think I finally realized that he REALLY doesnt like me the way that I like him. So, if he doesnt like me like that, then why waste my time? So, I decided that I am going to get over him even if it kills me! Yeah, and I have to register for my classes on Friday. Hopefully I will get the schedule that I want. The one class I wanted to take (HIS106)I am not going to be able to take because it is already filled up so, I am going to meet with my academic advisor with Kirsten on Wednesday and hopefully they will be helpful. Yeah, so tonight my parents are going to be at their Monday night class which means that I get the night to myself! Yaay! Well, I cant really think of anything else to write about and I kinda want to go play games...so I will update later. Buh- Byes:)
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Just an update- Boys like the challenge:P [Nov. 3rd, 2004|11:52 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |lovedvery happy]
[Current Music |I'm alive (from DDR!) LOL!]

Hey there people!
Well I just got the news around like 12:00 or so that Bush won! I am so happy. Sorry for all of you Bush haters but the best guy always comes on top! Yaay! I prayed that he would win and this is the first election I've ever voted in where my vote actually counts too! Voting... what is there to say about it? its not a big deal whereas it only takes like 10 mins out of your day, but it is a big deal if your not going to vote. Its kinda complicated. Everyone has a voice so why not use it? So yeah I am really happy about that. Sorry Kirsten, I know you voted for Kerry:( Anyways, I saw Greg on Sunday and it was only for like 5 mins because he didnt come to youth group at night:( So yeah he usually works on sunday morning so I didn't expect to see him but he surprised me and came up behind me and gave me this big hug! I am trying to get over him but when he does stuff like that, what am I supposed to do? but you will be very proud because I acted like it didn't affect me. I played it off like whoa! So I am trying this new technique where I am not talking to him unless he calls me because my mom said that guys like the challenge. So I didnt talk to him at all sunday night or at all on Monday or on tuesday. But tues night i get a call and i dont answer it and its from him. He left me a msg saying he wanted to talk to me and that he got out of work at 8 so call him then. Did i call him? nope! thats right. i did not call him. i was so proud of myself. but i did send him a msg telling him when my breaks were at today to see if he would call. So today around ten to 12 he calls and i dont pick up and he leaves me a msg saying that he wishes i would answer my phone and that he knows when my next break is and he is just gonna keep trying until he hears my lovely voice(his words,not mine)! Yeah, so if he calls again, i dunno if i want to pick up. this is kinda like payback for all the times that I waited for him to call and he didnt and for all the times that he royally pissed me off. I should just let him call and leave a message and then later tonight at like 9:00 call him back. I should make him wait. But then again, who am I kidding? If he calls me and I am just sitting here doing nothing, of course I am going to talk to him. I wish I could just go to church tonight and see him! Plus, I got my hair highlighted and I really want him to see it:) Lets see, everything is going okay with school right now. I don't feel stressed like usual and I am actually staying on top of my work if you can believe that! Ummmmm.... i am going to go play games now until english. catcha lata. oh yeah, i almost forgot, the new relient k cd came out yesterday and i so want to go to get it tomorrow:)
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Hey there! [Oct. 29th, 2004|08:55 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |giddygiddy]
[Current Music |switchfoot]

Hey guys!
Yeah so my morning class is cancelled. What is that all about? uggh. That really pisses me off because then i come here for nothing. well there is not very much to update about. Yesterday i spent the day with my mom and we were supposed to go shopping for the church and then go to lunch and then the mall but did we? NO! so my brothers are going to be gone this weekend so on sunday me and my mom r going to go to the movies and out for lunch and then im going to see greg so this weekend should be fun. I have to work tomorrow which kinda stinks but oh well what r u gonna do? Well i gtg ttyl.
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Life- its a box of chocolates- u never know what you'll get! [Oct. 27th, 2004|10:18 am]
dumbblonde04
[Current Mood |creativejust peachy]

Hi Guys!
Yeah so I am in the computer lab waiting for Kirsten to get out of her class and then we are going to try to make out our schedule for next semester. I really hope that we can get classes we want because right now I am just so stressed with the schedule I have! I know that I shouldn't complain because it could be a lot worse but I just want next semester to be better. is that too much to ask? No. Okay so Tomorrow I dont have to go to work (for once!) and i dont have a class until 6pm so i guess my mom wants me to go shopping with her for stuff for our church and then go to church and put it all away. Yeah. Then she wants to go out and go to the mall or for lunch or something. I ahve no problem with these things except for the fact that she basically just planned my day for me! She didnt even ask me if i had plans. I had wanted to see if greg wanted to go to the movies, but i decided that i dont want to do anything that is going to make me like him since im trying to get over him. SO maybe my mom will want to go the movies even though i doubt it! Its just that she is probably gonna want to know all these personal things about my life and there really arent any! She thinks that i hold things from her and that our relationship isnt good lately, little does she know.... i dont have anything goin on! Im really not holding out on her and shes like mad at me for it! try to figure that one out! So yeah, tomorrow my dad is going to work on my car and me and my mom are going to have a "mother-daughter BONDING day"! I cant wait:( Anyways, im trying to see the bright side of things: maybe there will be a sale at aero! lol! Ok so, what else... oh i keep on getting c's in my classes and today i got a D. This is really bad to me but as long as i pass according to my teachers then i dont really mind. I just dont know what else i can do that im not doin already! College is so much harder than i thought.
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